where have i been ????

January 31st, 2008 by emelda

I never pay any attention to this man before not until few weeks back after i watched his Lost highway DVD with Daniel.

Do you know that he is so sexy??? He has this cute round firmed butt,toned legs,nice blue eyes and he has that Chin line too!!! Goodness!!! He is so hot and sexy!!!He has all the criteria that i want in a man.:P Specially the butt!! HAHAHAHAH…yes i have a thing for round firmed butt. I admit.

Anyway, here is one of the song that i like in his latest album Lost Highway. This song always remind me of Daniel,the time when we both were still single and he was trying to woo me…:)

Hello again, it’s you and me
Kinda always like it used to be
Sippin’ wine, killing time
Trying to solve life’s mysteriesHow’s your life, it’s been a while
God it’s good to see you smile
I see you reaching for your keys
Looking for a reason not to leave

If you don’t know if you should stay
If you don’t say what’s on your mind
Baby just breathe
There’s nowhere else tonight we should be

You wanna make a memory?

I dug up this old photograph
Look at all that hair we had.
It’s bittersweet to hear you laugh
Your phone is ringing I don’t wanna ask

If you go now, I’ll understand
If you stay, hey, I’ve got a plan
We’re gonna make a memory
You wanna steal a piece of time
You can sing the melody to me
And I can write a couple of lines

You wanna make a memory?

If you don’t know if you should stay
And you don’t say what’s on your mind
Baby just breathe
There’s nowhere else tonight we should be
We Should be

You wanna make a memory
You wanna steal a piece of time
You can sing the melody to me
And I can write a couple of lines

You wanna make a memory? (x2)

Today in history…..

January 30th, 2008 by emelda

Yawn…….. Man i think i am losing my mind…what the heck am i doing in the office today at 9:30am again?Geez!

Anyway, just a quick update on what has been happening in my life for the past few weeks.

We finally moved in to Dan’s new condo. House is still messy,boxes everywhere,still waiting for our new furniture to arrive,hunting for curtains ,curtain railings and also new paint for the house. I guess we will only be able to do house warming by month of April or May since we need the extra $$ to go for the Cambodia trip in month of March. Hmm,money,money where are you???

Oh, do you know which hotel should we stay in Cambodia? Any recommendation?

What color do you think is the best for the living room and master bedroom? We wanted to do featured wall on both of this place but we can’t really decide what color would it be. We would like to have Red,Green,Blue and Grey in the house.What say you?

Do you have any idea how to register your ipod online?I just need to register my ipod for the warranty card.Very ma fan la..

Ah… staring at this blank wall is killing me! I really think im losing my head working in this place… my colleague is just right in front of me talking on the phone now and i am amazed and amused at the same time that i could only see her lips moving and i could not hear a single word she is saying because my headset are stuck in my ears …hahahhaha…i am easily amused lately with this silly stuff…that’s how bored i am in the office.Looking at her  facial expression, how intense is the conversation and trying not to blow up (oh i can imagine her head growing bigger like a balloon just waiting to burst)  ..hmmm interesting i must say.

Wonder what should i have for lunch today? I can’t wait till 5:30pm so i can go and fetch Daniel and go home..yeay!! There is no place like home… and i miss cooking dinner….:(  we do not have cooking stove yet still waiting for the build in cabinet to arrive then we can have the stove installed. Hmm…tonnes of stuff to do still for the house…money money money again….

Boring,boring, boring………..Bleh!

BodyBalance,oh so not balance!

January 25th, 2008 by emelda

It has been over 2 years since i last did BODYBALANCE class nor touch the choreo and music…i did it last Tuesday as my personal workout routine and man..i can tell you i was shaking like a leaf!!! What the Heck??? HAHAHAHAH!! Which release you asked? It was BB 32, yeah pathetic …right??? And that was my first time watching the release and doing it!!! BLEH!

Anyway, this is what happened while i was doing it..tried really hard to be as graceful as i was before but hmmm…. no comment.

Track 1 - Don’t really like the warm up. I still prefer BB16. That track ALWAYS make me sweat and it is still my fav. warm up!

Track 2- Alamak, this is where everything start to go nuts for my body..hahhhaha..down dog hurt my hamstring like shite! Man, my kaki sudah stiff ..sigh…but i still can do the croc and upward dog easily..hehehehe phew!I think for those who still active in doing BB…this track must be very easy hor???

Track 3 - HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH…….nuff said!! Star pose, my neck pun ikut sakit…bloody hell!

Track 4 - OH DEAR…BALANCE IS NOT BALANCE TRACK FOR ME NO MORE!!! MORE LIKE IM FALLING EVERYWHERE!!

Track 5- ok BB instructors, if you were there with me that night…i believe you will laugh at me more than working out… i can’t freaking hold that i don’t know what pose..the one that you lift your leg up in the air and you need to bend your kaki…heel come close to your bum bum…what pose is that??? Man, i tell you people…if you have not done balance for ages..this pose is a no no..specially if you just ate telur…hahahahahah…I tell you it can make you FART, FART,FART!!! Yes, all i can think of that time was to fart,So much for hip opener track…sigh!

Track 6-Funny, this was suppose to be abs track but instead of feeling the workout on my abs…my inner thigh pula shaking!!HAHAHHAHAHA…and it did not help with Gummi smelling me while i was lying down on the floor….

Track 7- Hmm… i don’t remember this track liao. Sorry guys…

Track 8 - Again..what was here again??? HMMMM

Track 9 - oh man…i really can’t remember……

Track 10 - zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Yup, that was my workout last Tuesday. I may do it again soon…maybe after shifting to the new place. Wonder if Daniel want to join me??Hmmmm…..

Home

January 24th, 2008 by emelda

I “met” this song only in 2006 year end. I do not know when was this song produced but i fell in love with it. The only song i like from his album.

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
MmmmmmmmMaybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
‘Cause this was not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
In even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home

Ah…the sweet ol’ memories…

What will you do?

January 22nd, 2008 by emelda

You may find my next entry somewhat disturbing but i could not help myself but to write this down..i just want to know what will you do if you ever get into this situation? I know for real some woman will stay on in the relationship till every bits of her self esteem,pride and dignity gone down the drain because she wants to give it a try and believe that the relationship will still work despite what the “significant other” has done to her…

What will you do and how would you react?

  1. He lies/lied to you
  2. Call you names…BITCH!
  3. Tell you that you are not worth his time.
  4. Tell you that everyone in your past deserved to leave you. Because you are just a piece of shit.
  5. Tell you that you do not deserve to get a good treatment in anything you do..be it in love,life or work.
  6. Tell you how much regrets he has for not breaking up with you in early stage and being stupid for coming back together again.
  7. After all that…keep telling you over and over again how sorry he was for saying all that to you and promise that he will not do it again ,knowing very well the next “talk” you gonna have will end up at the same route again…?

Retaliate?Walk away? Stay? ………What will you do?

I pray everything will be fine … I just want her to be happy….


The Moon Represent my heart

January 21st, 2008 by emelda

Teressa Teng, that is the singer of this song. I grew up listening to this song as this was one of Mum’s Fav.

Till now i still love this song …only if i could sing it as well as Teresa and knew the lyric 100%…sigh..studied in chinese primary school did not help me after all…Bleh.

R.I.P Teresa Teng.

Understanding your man.

January 11th, 2008 by emelda

1. Men like to barbecue. Men will cook if danger is involved.
2. Marrying a divorced man is ecologically responsible. In a world where there are more women than men, it pays to recycle.
3. Men are very confident people. My other half is so confident that when he watches sports on television, he thinks that if he concentrates he can help his team. If the team is in trouble, he coaches the players from our living room, and if they’re really in trouble, I have to get off the phone in case they call him.
4. Men like phones with lots of buttons. It makes them feel important.
5. Men love to be the first to read the newspaper in the morning. Not being the first is upsetting to their psyches.
6. All men are afraid of eyelash curlers. So sleep with one under the pillow instead of a gun.
7. All men hate to hear “We need to talk about our relationship.” These seven words strike fear in the heart of even General Schwarzkopf.
8. Men are sensitive in strange ways. If a man has built a fire and the last log does not burn, he will take it personally.
9. If a man prepares dinner for you and the salad contains three or more types of lettuce, he is serious.
10. Most women are introspective: “Am I in love? Am I emotionally and creatively fulfilled?” Most men are outrospective: “Did my team win? How’s my car?”
11. If a man says, “I’ll call you,” and he doesn’t, he didn’t forget… he didn’t lose your number… he didn’t die. He just didn’t want to call you.
12. Getting rid of a man without hurting his masculinity is a problem. “Get out” and “I never want to see you again” might sound like a challenge. If you want to get rid of a man, I suggest saying, “I love you… I want to marry you… I want to have your children.” Sometimes they leave skid marks.
13. Male menopause is a lot more fun than female menopause. With female menopause you gain weight and get hot flashes. Male menopause - you get to date young girls and drive motorcycles.
14. Men forget everything; women remember everything.
15. That’s why men need instant replays in sports. They’ve already forgotten what happened

Laziness has taken over me

January 8th, 2008 by emelda

I’m slacking, i’m lazy,i’m sleepy, i’m running out of idea what to write….hmmm no, actually I have the idea what to write but laziness has taken over me , my body,mind and soul LOL!!…i have so much to share but at this moment i’m just plain lazy..

So i guess i won’t be writing anything for few days (except maybe pictures. My fav thing to post lately..as you can see) Even now..i’m feeling freakin sleepy, body aching, well not really aching,more like i feel kinda heavy and stiff…and been yawning for like million of times…and the clock is telling me it’s only 11:19am!!!!! Gosh!!! How many hours of sleep do i need la in a day???!!!!

Arggg…i’m so lazy….. i feel like going back to bed and just sleep..but again, i can’t…. WORK ,WORK, WORK!!!! Fish It!! grrrrrr… Sighhhhhhh.

Hmmm…maybe the next entry i will do my so call new year resolution…hmmm…tengok la if i ever get around it..(lazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy)

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New year’s eve

January 4th, 2008 by emelda

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Jeevan and Fiancee Laura.

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Cousin’s…

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Erwina -Niece from SG.

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Dj of the nite

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Happy New Year!!!

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And me…… scared!!!!

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Matrix???
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After party… :D
To All: Happy New Year and All the best in 2008!!

The heart of the matter

January 4th, 2008 by emelda

India Arie - The heart of the matter. One of my fav song in year 2007.

I got the call today, I didn’t wanna hear
But I knew that it would come
An old true friend of ours was talkin’ on the phone
She said you found someone
And I thought of all the bad luck,
And all the struggles we went through
How I lost me and you lost you
What are these voices outside love’s open door
Make us throw off our contentment
And beg for something more?

I’ve been learning to live without you now
But I miss you sometimes
The more I know, the less I understand
All the things I thought I knew, I’m learning them again
I’ve been tryin’ to get down to the Heart of the Matter
But my will gets weak
And my thoughts seem to scatter
But I think it’s about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don’t love me anymore

These times are so uncertain
There’s a yearning undefined
And people filled with rage
We all need a little tenderness
How can love survive in such a graceless age
And the trust and self-assurance that lead to happiness
They’re the very things we kill, I guess
Pride and competition cannot fill these empty arms
And the work they put between us,
You know it doesn’t keep us warm

I’ve been trying to live without you now
But I miss you, baby
The more I know, the less I understand
And all the things I thought I figured out, I have to learn again
I’ve been tryin’ to get down to the Heart of the Matter
But my will gets weak
And my heart is so shattered
But I think it’s about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don’t love me anymore

All the people in your life who’ve come and gone
They let you down, you know they hurt your pride
Better put it all behind you; cause life goes on
You keep carrin’ that anger, it’ll eat you up inside

I wanna be happily everafter
And my heart is so shattered
But I know it’s about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don’t love me anymore

I’ve been tryin’ to get down to the Heart of the Matter
Because the flesh will get weak
And the ashes will scatter
So I’m thinkin’ about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if you don’t love me anymore
Even if you don’t love me anymore

Indeed….we need to learn to forgive and forget…but as i grow older i realized doing so is never an easy thing to do. Wished it’s as simple as ABC.

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