Miserable

April 15, 2008 - Posted by emelda

Yup, that is how i feel right now…i can’t think of anything to write at the moment. Too many things running in my head. Actually i have tonnes to share but i have no mood to jot it down..i just feel like crying.

I don’t know what awaits me…but i just wish i can just get this over and done with before i go mental!

This is the time that i wish i was born super duper rich! Everything is easy..pay here and there i get what i want…sigh…

One day, one day..the day will come… i will be able to tell you guys the truth…

For now, i just have to be positive. Just POSITIVE. Things happen for a reason and there is always a blessing in disguise!

To Daniel, i just want to say I love you, thank you so much for being there for me this past few days when everything was soooooooo upside down for me.Thank you for standing by my side and try to make my day a brighter day. I really appreciate it. Thank you for telling me that no matter what you will be there for me,love me and that we will and can survive through this turmoil and work things out together. We will find our ways…. and thank you for the slow dance that you gave me last night.. I needed that very much actually.

HUGS AND KISSES!

Here is some pictures i took yesterday while Daniel was driving us back home….enjoy the sunset..

That’s how i feel now…unsure of my future.Long winding road, empty and scary!

Isn’t this beautiful? So peaceful and calm? I wish im like that now.

But nope, i feel like Mr dinosaur is just behind my back trying to chew my head off! Just like this Dino in this picture…can you spot him?

P/s: I did not go for holiday peeps, i was just trying to relax and chill for a while and be away from everything. But thank you so much for all the nice wishes..appreciate it. :D

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16 Comments

  1. massy says:

    awwwwwwww…mel the shots are great..love the 2nd shot..anyways hope u’re feeling better today..

    anyways i wish i got lotsa money too..so i could get the stuff i wanted…T_T life’s unfair T_T

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    ... on July April 15th, 2008
  2. kaDusMama says:

    u sounds soo sad! I hope whatever the problem is, you will come through to it. Just take care of urself.

    p/s. I saw the dinosour.. :)

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    ... on July April 15th, 2008
  3. ezooone says:

    eh y u this?u ok ka?well,good to know your superdan is there for u…mmm so sweet..

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    ... on July April 15th, 2008
  4. Nick Phillips says:

    I never knew we had skies like that here. Great shots and yeah, I managed to spot the dinosaur … Hope things work out for ya.

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    ... on July April 15th, 2008
  5. Kay Kastum says:

    It’s always good to hear about great relationships. Daniel is definitely your soul mate ya? ;)

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    ... on July April 15th, 2008
  6. papajoneh says:

    great to hear you happy. Smile and live today to the fullest. Remember, you have friends all around you.

    And and and.. i saw the Dino too :shock:

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    ... on July April 15th, 2008
  7. iamikel says:

    hope you feeling better and alright.. take care!!!

    woooooohoooo… dino-saw… :D

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    ... on July April 15th, 2008
  8. Gallivanter says:

    Awww…that’s so sweet…don’t worry, we’ll get through this together - with me and the rest of the Sabahan bloggers for moral support. :-)

    Now, mari kita semua bubut tontolou…hehehehehe!

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    ... on July April 15th, 2008
  9. Ratu Syura says:

    Meellllllll~!!! Cheer up hun~!! I know you’re a strong gal, and even better, you have Dan for support! It’s times like these that you know who the real people are in your life you can count on! Keep your chin up babe~! Muah!!

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    ... on July April 15th, 2008
  10. osindak says:

    big hugs, mel! Things will get better..

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    ... on July April 15th, 2008
  11. emelda says:

    To Everyone- Thank you so much for all your moral support! I really appreciate it!

    Please pray for me that everything will be fine and that i will be able to move on from here ASAP.

    Hugs and kisses to all of you! Ah,now you all make me wanna cry again…yes, im a cry baby now.

    And to those who commented on the pic..i took this pictures along federal highway and Sunway Pyramid highway. Sunday sunset was beautiful indeed! I was lucky to get this picture. :D

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    ... on July April 15th, 2008
  12. deana says:

    life is like a roller coaster,you will sure be up again..cheers. and thank God for the person next to you, of course ur koginavaan.

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    ... on July April 15th, 2008
  13. sharon t says:

    *hugs n kisses*
    hope u feeling much better :) keep smiling, it’ll make u feel better :)

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    ... on July April 16th, 2008
  14. JACQ says:

    Awww sorry I was out of the blogging world recently; only read this now. Sorry to hear this gurl.. Hope everything will be okay soon. *Hugz*

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    ... on July April 16th, 2008
  15. chegu carol says:

    *bug hugs*

    You are a fighter Mel…Chegu can tell. Aisehmen, mcm terrer ja sia ni.

    I’m sure the dark clouds will go soon.

    *hugs again*

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    ... on July April 16th, 2008
  16. chegu carol says:

    What? I just typed Bug hugs???

    Bug hugs..pun bug hugs lah.

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    ... on July April 16th, 2008

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