September 30th, 2008 by emelda

Seriously, is it so hard for you men out there to survive a day without that big ego sticking up in your ass? Is it hard to say “im sorry”? Is it hard to admit that you’ve made a mistake? Is it hard to take the news that your GF say it to you that’s it over before you could ? Is it hard to see your ex have a life now and not you??? Is it hard to see your ex living her life to the fullest and there you are stuck with another woman who is preggy with your baby and you have to get married because of that? (i know you are not ready, but like i said… your ego is too high that you do not want to admit it)

Will you die a day without having to give your ex a hard time in her life? You never treated her right anyway when she was with you. You hit her, you shouted at her in public, you abused her mentally, you cheated on her…why the hell do you still want to hurt her so much?? !!! Even after she have said it’s over between you two?? Gosh! For F sake  leave her alone…and move on with your life dude…don’t be such a sore ass man!

Yes, i was that pissed and sad at the same time this morning, while talking to one of my “friend” at IM( idiotic friend that is)…reading what he wrote on the screen made my heart cringe with irritation and pain. While i try to hit some sense to his thick skull i didn’t realise my eyes was teary and red..yes.. i did. I did shed tears…it was so embarrassing..but i cant help it.Thank goodness, the office is kinda empty today.

I don’t know what triggered that to happen, heck actually i know what triggered that to happen it was because i was in her shoe before. I was in an abusive relationship. I was mentally and physically abused. He was a ticking bomb, you said the wrong thing( for him everything is wrong la nothing is ever right) be prepare to receive one good “loving” slap on the face!As if slapping me or hitting me is not good enough, he will find another way to hurt me…. calling me names, telling me how useless i am, how ugly i am… whatever it is la..you name it.. he have said it. My parents name was not spared too….

Mind you..he was 6 feet 2  and weighing 100 plus Kg and i was only 5 feet 2 and 50kg …the relationship only lasted for 7 months but it was pure hell for me… it didnt start well anyway..my fault, should have ended it much earlier…but me being me..hard headed, i continued hoping that he will change. SIGHHHHHHH.That was a BIG MISTAKE.

I can’t remember how i ended the relationship but i’m darn sure that soon after i said its over he was out having fun with another woman which turn out to be one sicko woman ( serve him good!). Me on the other hand  was left all alone here in KL without anyone. All i have was his sister who was kind enough to give me a place to stay while i look for a place to rent.

4 Years later, he called me asking me to come back to him.. he told me how much he misses me and how much did he regret for treating me that way.. and this went on for 2 years!! 2 freaking years!!!And everytime he ask me to go back to him… my answer never change… It’s over, moved on and let’s be friend. Once, while i was dating someone  i remember him ringing and texting me in the middle of the night, telling me that i lied to him and bla bla bla bla..Just because i didnt tell him YES I AM DATING THIS MAN! Hmmm…

Anyway, this was 8 years ago… but hell no,i have never forgotten how much he have hurt me or abused me before.

Sigh…

To all the men out there, Love and respect your woman. Remember we are not your punching bag/toy or even pet beds which you can just kick us and push us aside. We are just like you, human with feelings and needs.

“Kadang kadang orang yang paling kita sayang la yang paling susah untuk disayangi” Bukan senang nak dapat teman hidup yang sanggup terima buruk baik kita, sanggup berkorban untuk kita, sanggup hidup bersama hingga ke akhir hayat“- Taken from Cinta.

September 29th, 2008 by emelda

Good Morning peeps!!! Happy happy morning to all of you !

Monday is here and knowing well that Monday is not everyone favorite day  of the week, so am gonna leave you guys with this lil mind game to play with( Hoping this will at least keep your mind busy and forget that it’s Monday). All you have to do is just say the name of the colors not the words. Heh, i believe you have done this before…so it shouldn’t be hard for you by now.

Here goes:

Orange Blue Green black pink yellow Orange Purple black Blue Green Red

As for me i still need 1 second( more at times) before i could mention what is the color…

Okla, have fun and….keep smiling. After all, we’re only gonna work for 2 days before we have the looooonnnnggg weekend ahead of us

Oh yea, are you looking for computer desks? If yes, click this link and check out their expansive collection of computer desks..so many selection for you to choose from.Wood finishing to space saving computer desk, all there for you to grab! So what are you waiting for?????

P/s: To all my Muslim friend…SELAMAT HARI RAYA AILDILFITRI!! Kalau boleh kirim kirim la some kuih for me k :D  and Oh and drive safely….

September 25th, 2008 by emelda

Heh, i got this tag from NickPhilip and i’m gonna try to fill em up…tiba tiba me rasa nervous pula ni..LOL! NO idea why maybe because i know im gonna have hard time to answer this but i will try. So here goes

My roommates and i once: I don’t have roommates but housemates yes and that housemate gave me hell of a hard time! Cut it short,disgusting and filthy, nuff said.

Never in my life have i: tried taking drugs, not even weed.

High School was: The best time of my life and if i could turn back time i would go back to high school again.

When i’m nervous: I’ll have tonnes of butterflies in my tummy and i would start pacing up and down.

My hair: is long, wavy,dry and frizzy…but i still love my hair.

When i turn my head left:I see fridge and i wonder what else in it that i can eat now…..

I should be: sleeping now..tomorrow is another long day for me.

By this time next year: SURPRISE, SURPRISE…can’t say anything yet. So stay tune folks

My favourite Aunt is: LOL!! No idea…

I have hard time Understanding:People.

You know i like you if: I start calling you a lot and want to be in touch with you everyday.

My ideal breakfast is: To have my loved one having breakfast with me everyday.

If you visit my hometown: You will fall in love with the lifestyle, people,greenery and the island that we have there!

If you spent the night at my house: we will end up playing PS2 all night long!

The animal i like to see flying besides birds: Cows.

I shouldn’t have been: I don’t know…can’t think la.

Last night i: Had sardine and sausages for dinner…malas mau masak.

A better name for me would be: I love my name so no reason why i should change it,although some buffoons can’t pronounce it well at time…Emelda will be mistaken as inoda…don’t asked me why…

I’ve been told i look like: Me myself and i Emelda.

If i could have any car, it would be: HUMMERRRRRRRRRRRRR!!

P/s; If you were here this morning , please ignore all those junk messages that popped up at my screen. I have no idea how did that happen..and didn’t realize it till 6pm today!

So now im gonna tag

Charlene

Cindy

AuntyJ

Massy

September 24th, 2008 by emelda

How was your day yesterday? My day didn’t start well, you know why? Because of one moronic buffoon thickos bang into my car! I do not know what was he thinking or day dreaming about..he basically just ran into my passenger door! I have put my indication light “Miles” before turning to the right yet still he  crash into my freaking door! And the best part was for one second i was worried that he will fall and get bang by another incoming car from the other side of the lane..but what happen next just pissed me off! He cuss at me and then just ride away like nothing ever happen!!! I thought he will stop and at least apologies but no..he cabut lari!! celaka! Somemore have the cheek to cuss at me which clearly it was his freaking fault!

I am ok,yes but my car door was dented( not too bad but if you look at it clearly you can see small dent on it) and my rim was scracth badly! URG!!! I was soooo upset! My face was so gloomy the whole journey to the office. But i guess at least i am ok as how Dan put it. Sigh…

Oh well, i guess that’s just life.. you win some,you lose some. Anyway,towards the mid day yesterday my luck changed i managed to close 4 deals for the motor show! Wohooooo, happy gila eh! My work is keeping me busy at the moment, but im happy for it. At least i won’t be bored to death and yes i need new challenge anyway….

Today,i have 2 appointment. Long journey for me ( minyak pun banyak kena guna juga ) Tapi apa boleh buat, kerja….

Hmmm i wonder if the guy who bang into my car yesterday was high on drug/alcohol? Maybe i should ask him to enroll himself into drug rehab or alcohol rehab kan? LOL!!

So how was your day today so far?

September 23rd, 2008 by emelda

I know you will not and never ever will read my blog, but that’s ok. I will write it down here anyway. Maybe one day you will come here and read this post by accident. I just want you to know how irritated i am with you at this point of time.

I do not know how to tell you that i am not interested in you. I do not know how to convey the message to you anymore. Yes thank you for telling me that i am very attractive and sexy,i appreciate that but that doesnt mean i would melt and start falling head over heels for you.

I am not one of those girls that would melt and fall for you just because you tell me im attractive and sexy! NO I AM NOT! I’m worth more than that! Further more, what made you think i would fall for you??? You are bloody married man! Do you know that my parent got seperated because of an AFFAIR too? Do you know how it has effected me? Do you know how it feels going through all the emotional pain that i have to deal with while growing up seeing my mom and dad quarrel all the bloody time!?? Do you know???? You think i would want that to happen to your daughters? NO i don’t ..what i went thru was hell and hell no i don’t want your daughters to go thru the same shit like me!

And now here you are telling me all this bullshit crap like ” belum cuba belum tahu, bila sudah cuba you mesti cakap WOW nak lagi???” WTF,what do you think i am??? FUCK YOU! For all i care, you can go and use your own hand and service yourself..i do not need to be another mistress of yours. I know your wife and kids… i don’t have the guts to even think of having a relationship with you. I would understand if you have divorced your wife but guess what…hello, you are still living under one roof! And again…. i also know your NOW mistress! I would not want to be in her bloody shoe! You may be rich…but seriously i don’t think money can buy me happiness..maybe short time but i think sincere love and respect goes a longggggggggg way than just the money… Btw, if i would love someone just purely because of the money..you think i would choose you??? LOL!!! READ THE WORD HERE…NO, I WONT!  I would choose a DATUK or even a MULTI MILLIONAIRE not just a GM of a company! ARG!! You piece of shit! You really irritate me today..

Because of men like you living in this world… you made all the other men look bad! Urg,go to hell!

P/s: I know this person well, he was my senior in fitness industry… but i have no idea what made his hormone go nuts lately that he has been messaging me in FB saying all nonsense..as far as i know…my profile pic will remain the same…

p/ss: Guys…. just because a person put a sexy profile pic of her up at FB/FS that doesn’t mean she is there to sell herself. Please take note of that and respect your woman friend. Lain la kalau dia kerja dalam bidang pelacuran, that one i would understand!

September 22nd, 2008 by emelda

It has been a long week for me but in all it has been a very good week(except that i could not even wake up on friday to go to work anymore) i was darn tired that my whole body ache and all i wanted to do was just sleep and rest and that dragged till sunday ( heckeven today).

I have been going out from home pretty much at 7:30am and coming back home only at 10pm the earliest and latest at 12am! And that was the routine for last week.

I didn’t get to see any of the show that was being held on the Beauty Event, that’s because i was chuck in some “ulu” hall that no one have any idea where the LNE was held! LOL! And our organizer office was at the other end of the world where all the event was held. Yes, i was in charge of the congress. It was pretty exciting and irritating at the same time. Exciting because i get to handle new task ( totally diff from fitness event) and irritating because of the last minute request from our HK partner! Our partner really made me workout to the max. Having to run ( in high heels VS sport shoe) nearly killed my legs! No fit woman can ever do that..i had sore aching legs throughout the event and i am already looking forward to get a new shoe for the KLIMS event which is only 7 months away from now.  Thank goodness our company hired a temp staff to be with me throughout the 3 days congress, if not hmmm… i think i would have been admitted to the hospital because of aching feet! LOL!

Anyhow, i have nothing much to say about this event except the experience that i gain from it. Being expose to different people, managed new team ( although it is  only temp.staff but it’s good enough for me) learning new things and of cos bigger networking. All in all.. i had fun and i enjoyed the event and yes if you ask me would i do this again, HECK I WOULD! For me, it’s another form of exercise…except this one is much more intense and longer workout, lol! If  everyone working pace would be like this..no one would ever be needing any diet pill to help them burn those extra calories anymore! The running and tension that it gives you on the event day is good enough to make those unwanted kilos go kapoof!

P/s: Daniel misses me so much while i was away, poor thing. I felt guilty for not being able to spent at least 1 hour with him, cos everytime i come home all i want to do was SLEEP. I don’t even have the energy to talk to him anymore….

Will update again soon.So happy to be back and see you guys again online…:D

September 12th, 2008 by emelda

I have so many things to share with you guys but time is against me now. :(  And it has been a long week for me this week and it will be until next weekend. So no rest for me for 2 weeks. It has been almost a week now i have been  leaving the office at 7:30pm and today i came back home only at 9Pm. Wait, more like left the  office at 9pm! (ok, i know some of you might think,ceh only 9pm wat… but for me waking up at 6:30am and work till 9pm is loooooong!!)

This weekend till next week will be worse! I have to be awake at 5:30am at some day and can only leave work at 10pm and on Thursday i can only leave work at 1am!!!! Geezzzz…..sigh,its all because of the Beauty8 Expo at PWTC . Dang!

Wish me luck everyone…i hope i won’t fall asleep while working or worse while driving back home from KL.

So this could only mean 1 thing….Me blog will go on hiatus for while.

Oh well, for those who doesnt have to work on the weekend,have fun peeps! While you partying out there, do remember me ok?

Cheers guys and happy weekend!

September 10th, 2008 by emelda

Yesterday I came back to my office from Court. There was a new
secretary (a very attractive blonde) in the office down the hall from
me.

By this point, John & Dave were roaring, and it was all I could do to
keep from joining them. The “condom” turned out to be a standard 3.5″
plastic sleeve. I delicately explained to her that a practical joke
had been played, and she shouldn’t do that anymore, when she asked
(as serious as one could be), “Does that mean I don’t have to stroke
it ten times or blow on it either???”

Wanted to write about somethig else today, but changed my mind. Will do it later.

Have a nice day peeps. I hope this entry did put a smile on your face. It sure did to me.

September 8th, 2008 by emelda

Time flies so fast, it felt like it was only yesterday we were playing masak masak, panjat pokok, and main bubut bubut at the kampung. I still remember how excited we get everytime chinese new year comes around, we go around to uncle’s and auntie’s collecting our red packets and at the end of the day, we will count and see who gets the most red packets! “Grin”  I still remember how we use to run like a mad kiddo back from kindergarten just to get our botol susu from akung and lie down in a row in the living room getting our noon nap! LOL!!  Those were the days! “Smile”

Now look at you… you were all grown up and ready to flip your wings to another stage of life… becoming someone else wifey! Im so proud of you! Looking at your pre wedding pictures made me shed a tears..tears of joy and excitement for you and Leon. I wish both of you all the best and luck in your future,may God bless both of you and harap harap dapat la banyak banyak anak.

Here is Gray pre-wedding photo courtesy of Bennyliew.

I love this picture the most!

I think they are cute. Don’t you think so?  Badan sama sama size kecil..:P

The happy couple!

Gray, sorry sia inda dapat attend your weddinng in May but please send me pictures and video of the wedding kio?

And to Leslie, Congratulation,for your new born baby girl! Send my hug and love to Brooklyn. I do really hope i would be able to meet up with Brooklyn soon. “Smile”  Ba, make sure this time you come back to KK inform me,jangan datang sana diam diam..jaga kau Les! I want to meet my first hidung mancung niece kama!

Presenting you, the proud parents of Brooklyn Mae Davies.

And here goes my lil niece who is so far away from me….. in Australia!

See how mancung is her hidung! Now,we’re anticipating what will her eye color be..Blue Or Dark brown? Since my cousin doc said her eye color will change once brookly turn 1 month old and that will be her true eye color. “Smile”

BTW,it was Brooklyn full moon few days back..so happy full moon Brooklyn!

Oh she is soooooo cute and i cant wait to cubit and gigit her! LOL!!

Ahh..i cant help being all sentimental looking at all the photos. “Teary eye”

Hmm..blame it on my hormones,LOL! I hope no acne will pop out on my face next! I have big event this weekend and i need to look good for this event. “crossing my finger”

September 5th, 2008 by emelda

Sorry i have not been updating my blog lately. Been busy with work and most of the time when i reach home im half dead and the last thing i want to do is to think what should i blog about today.

I have not been blog hopping as well but that doesnt mean i have forgotten you or anything like that. NOT AT ALL. I miss visiting your blog but until i can actually find the time to do so( more like getting used to the timing and the nature of my new work :P) i WILL visit you. Do believe me i read your blog from google reader but i wont be commenting

So far, i have gone for one sales appointment with my boss in KL . Im still learning so for now i will be the shadow of my boss, following her everyhere as long as there is a sales meeting.

Today, i managed to set 2 appointment for early next week(yeay!) Hopefully we can close a deal from here I still need to learn a lot from my boss from learning how to read floor plan, remembering the size of each booth, where was our ex exhibitor located in year 06, calling potential exhibitor and ex-exhibitor and trying to imagine everytime my boss explain about the floor plan where am i exactly. ( Not easy as i have never been to this hall before and we have 4 freaking huge hall,basically thats mean we are taking the entire hall in PWTC!) Not easy. TSK TSK TSK.

Anyway, i got to rush back home to the golf club now, Daniel is there playing golf( dia bilang dia mau pick up golf pula since he injured his ankle and can’t play football) so i better go guys!

You have a great weekend ahead! Talk again when we can ok?

XOXO!

p/s: There is a sale in Glenmarie this weekend,so go there…its a warehouse sales.

Regards,

Mel.