I should be feeling super excited and all isn’t it? LOL! I am so not to be honest, in fact i am freaking out! hahahahha…

The first day i found out that im actually suppose to do this live..i could not sleep….hahha. Yes, i was at first told that i am only gonna be doing recorded show, showing only the workout regime ” how to” but this all changed all of sudden to LIVE INTERVIEW!!

I really hope i won’t do stupid mistake by answering foolishly and saying stupid stuff in TV.Worse, what if i go blank?? ARGGGGGGGG!! Shite, by just thinking of it now pun my hand sudah sejuk… alalalal..how la ni?

I just hope no one have to send me to medical assistant school right after the show sebab terlalu takut…hahahaha.. that would be funny sial!

Anyway, if you want to see this show, stay tune tmrw at NTV7 breakfast show channel and see me live on TV..i just hope i can do this well…. Kalau inda, please do understand that is just me mengelabah inda tentu pasal… so please forgive me kalau sia nampak macam sot sot ok…hehheh.

Oh i wonder who will be the host for the day…. i just hope someone i know… senang juga sikit.

Recently, we had put up an add in JOBSTREET for Asst RRT development coach, obviously since this person gonna be my asst. I have to do the screening part of it..meaning the first interview… which means i need to call them, arrange an appointment and go through the whole interview process with them.

You know, the way they write their resume..OMG! SUPERB i tell you..but as soon as they open their mouth …OMG! Heaven forbid…they sound like macam baru keluar dari pasar! They can’t even speak wih proper manner!

I expect so much of them because the way they portray themselves in their resume. Perfect score for English regardless written or spoken. Tapi odoiiiii…..sakit jantung! I told 2 candidates off on the phone last week…the first one i ask him..can you actually speak proper english? Because you don’t sound like you can ( yes, he is the one full with the errrrr,ahhhh,,hmmmm, WHAT??… you get the drift la)..when you write down on your resume you score perfect 10 in speaking and 8 in writing…all he can say was.. oh can la tapi campur campur!! IM LIKE OMG!!! WTF! WHY LIE????? OH my heart pumped up already at this time.. feel like i just had fat burner…i pantang PENIPU!

The other one just plain blur sotong la… he can ask me..what job did he applied..and when i told him..he then ask me..what is that ar?? Im like…hello! i still can forgive you when you ask me what position did he applied for..but asking me what is the job about??? Didn’t you read the job specification before you apply?? Ketara main click saja! Aiyoo..teruk i tell you!

Plain rude, irritating and very unprofessional …so at the end..you know la… i didn’t even bother to call them for interview..waste of my time!

I still can’t believe that i got the job, hehehe..it felt so unreal ni…that i am going back to the fitness industry. I may not be in my department anymore ( Group Exercise) but this is how my life and journey in fitness industry started..i was working as personal trainer in clark hatch malaysia. ahhhh…the feeling of being happy, excited and soooo grateful that i was hired ni… unbelievable ..im so satisfied ni..that’s how i feel.. puas hati sangat sangat.

I do not have to wake up in the morning and think..Yea, i got a job but i dont like the job but i have to do it because i need the money…it’s so demotivating you know… but now, i dont feel like that anymore…YEA!

Before this job…i was actually offered 2 jobs..one as an account manager and another one was event and promo exec, both jobs require me to do sales…there’ s pros and cons to both jobs.

Account manager, its a distance from home and basic was really really low..but commission offered apparently was great ( they do not want to tell me how much was the commission, cos they say it vary from one product to another) and then its an established company and i am bound with them for 1 year to which if i perform well they will hired me as full time stuff.

The event and promo exec was not too far away from the account manager job office,its like neighbouring town only, The basic salary  was ok but commision was not mentioned at all although the manager did say if i manage to bring result in 3 months as agreed, he will reward me with bonus but  if i failed ,he will sacked me immediately on the third month! “gasp”

The pressure was high ( for me la).. you see i do not have any background on promo or event..my only experience handling sales and event was in Interexpo but that comes with guidance..but apparently this company do not want to spend so much time on teaching and guiding you but want you to bring result straight away..hence i was given a target to reach rm10k in 3 months time…for a roller bladding sport arena…in an ulu place….”gasp again” when he offered me the job..i was not confident at all about the Rm10k in 3 months time..i need to learn, study and understand the market..macam mana mau deliver 10k in 3 months time?? Specially for a person like me who do not know nothing about roller bladding..and my given period was only 3 months??  and if not..IM OUT! And the thought of  losing my job in 3 months times …stressed me out  and made me worried sick

But the magic call came in on wednesday afternoon, asking me to come in for an interview and without thinking much i said yes to it and on the same day i was called back again for second interview on monday…and now..here i am going on a new journey, new place, new challenges with the new company…

I need money…i need money..i need money…YES, I NEED MOOLAH!!!! Although i know moolah is coming to visit me soon but that will only happen in 4 weeks time from now..and then all that moolah will again be “invested” in the bank.. ARGGGGG..dang it..we work to pay only for the  freaking damn debts…arg…well that at least for me now..i need to catch up with what ever that i did not pay for the past few months..1st thing that i need to pay off is MY CAR..my beloved car. 1 more year to go and im done paying that car installment and im debt free (at least for the car la) so sayang la if i let the car go..although i have thought about selling it off..but hmmm..tak sampai hati juga.

Earlier this month, i went to the bank to apply for their so called super fast debit card approval..hahaha…that was just a freaking lie.. its almost 3 weeks now..i still haven’t heard from them so i decided to call the HQ yesterday..guess what??? The application is still in process!!! WTF! Now, im worried …will they decline my debit card application? They shouldn’t right? Because after all its my money in the bank, unlike credit card…Hmmm ntah la. Kalau this tak approve juga..pengsan la me..i’ve been keeping and saving all my hard work money from blogging to use for my trip back to kk which is only 6 weeks away from now (i think its 6 week) and without that money…waaaaaaaa..i memang kering macam ikan masin la ni bila sia balik kk… dang it! MONEY MONEY MONEY…isk! So menyusahkan..with you pun susah without you pun susah! With you i can get what ever i want like discount lingerie or some cute lil stuff… tapi bila over spent pula, mampus kering balik..bila kering… makan roti kering sajala…isk! Balik lagi sia jadi ikan kering…waaaaa…

Kering ,kering ,kering…sigh.

Anyway, this weekend i hope it will be a better weekend for me not like last week, .. i really need to go out this weekend to get stuff for my trip back to kk…maybe not buying it(yet) but just do price comparison… i don’t think i have enough time when i start with the new work.. my weekend will be taken away. Yea i work weekend but im hoping that this coming interview (friday) will be a good news for me..it’s something that im really looking forward for and i hope im hired. Please, please Lord have mercy on me ..please give me this job, i want the job.

Oh dear, im excited and  nervous at the same time.

Hmm, i guess that’s all for  now..need to do some house chores and do myself a Chappati for breakfast Yes, i can do chappati from scracth! Hehehehe…thanks to Dan’s mom, my cooking improved! Ah..maybe on my next post, will show you guys how i did my chappati for the first time…i had a good laugh at myself!