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I feel like i just ran through a steel buildings after the training today… urg..i hate that feeling, the feeling of being helpless, worried and not to mention emotionally hurt.
I was disappointed with the whole training session today, specially the morning session. 
The more i get to know the team here.. the more worried i am. sigh.. i really feel like im in the Grid iron movie. The team lack of team spirit, respect and demotivated. Not to mention attitude issue.. sigh. Everyone came to training with their own issue…
Although deep down in me, i am telling myself to hang on, be patience but other part of me.. irritated, getting emo and at the same time..feel sad to these trainers.
I wish i was given more time to get to know them better, at least training wont be so tough ( that’s how i think la) Breaking the ice with these trainer is so hard..specially when EGO is involved. They think that they are superb and don’t need anymore follow up training..sigh.
Oh well, i pray that i will be strong and lots of patience.
I wonder what else can i do to motivate these people, change their attitude and start respecting themselves? I see they have sooo much potential in them but the attitude covers all their good qualities. I wish they can see that in themselves.