I know no robber will rob the same house twice..because they know we will be more alert and will definitely buy or get better locking system.
But being human, i can’t help but feel unsafe no more… i won’t deny it that i am now traumatized with the whole thing. I don’t even wanna stay outside at my living room too long alone, i feel like someone is watching me all the time. I would rather wait till Daniel is near home then i will leave the office, i would switched on all the lights outside the balcony where they came in from all nite long and today…. when i walked in the house..i never walk into my room until Dan arrive home! I am so worried that they will be hiding inside the house.. although i know ….the same burglar will not go into the same house twice..but still…who know what bad luck we will get anyway.
Even walking down the corridor gives me a creep now… i now walk like a retarded person i feel..i keep looking behind..side just in case someone watching me and hold my bag like there is soooo much of gold in it,LOL! Padahal..kosong! But yea..i can’t help but worry for my own safety.
Sigh, i don’t know how long will i feel like this… but i do hope i will be able to move on from here..
“God forgive me for being unable to forgive this idiot,but for what he has done… i do hope he will be punished in the worse way and let him suffer and please give me the strength to be able to move on”
I think i better stop talking now before my eczema attack gets worse.. nanti tak tentu pasal i need to find eczema treatment pula, not that im not on one now anyway..heheh..yes, i have eczema..so what???!! it got bit bad lately specially with all the stress i was having before my wedding in KK…:P